"imitation is the sincerest form of flattery".. except when they're attempting to drag you down to their level and cling to you.

i viewed my stats for my blog this morning, there's always someone that finds the desire to read my blog at about 8 am.. i was trying to determine who that might be- i'm pretty sure it's my sister. she finds the need to stalk me and has told the flying monkey about this blog too i'm sure. i don't know exactly why she reads my blog so much but i think she may be looking for short-cuts in life to get her further.. she assumes it HAD to be easy to get where i am because like everyone and their mom- they underestimate me and think any idiot can do what i do while completely IGNORING the shit i've been through to get where i am today. like she figures just because i can get where i am today- SHE MUST BE ABLE TO ALSO BECAUSE OF DNA OR SOME BULLSHIT. let me remind her.. dna comes from TWO PARENTS and we have the same part of dna which is "disabled" or so she tries to portray anyway. she cannot do what i've done to get as far as i am JUST because of dna (if that theory worked- only my brother could get to where i am.. which he HAS and further with his job in welding). she can attempt to step on me because dna similarities but i hate to tell her that I AM NOT GRANDMA. it doesn't matter how similar of a personality i have to grandma's- i'm not gonna waste my time allowing your fat ass to step on me to get further in life like you did when you PUSHED grandma on her ass at my apartment (later on laughing about it with your monkey ass boyfriend) after she attempted to help you get your GED (but your stupid ass sold the books for drug money with your deadbeat monkey boyfriend). she was forgiving because she ACTUALLY had a heart- guess what? I DON'T. I REALIZE I HAVE WAY TOO MUCH TO LOSE JUST FOR SOME FAT ASS WHO HAS BEEN OBSESSED WITH BEING LIKE HER BIG SISSY SINCE WE WERE YOUNGER (I HUMORED IT BACK THEN BECAUSE WE WERE YOUNG BUT NOW THAT YOU ATTEMPT TO DRAG ME DOWN TO YOUR LEVEL AND CLING TO ME LIKE MOM DOES- YOU REALLY NEED TO GET YOUR PRIORITIES STRAIGHT AND FOCUS ON YOUR GED.. NOT ATTEMPTING TO SEE IF YOU CAN FIND SHORTCUTS BECAUSE IN SCHOOL- I WAS IN THE HONOR ROLL EVERY SEMESTER AND IN SPORTS EVERY SEASON BEFORE I WAS TOO DISABLED TO PARTICIPATE IN THEM BECAUSE I WAS IN A CAR ACCIDENT.. HOWEVER- I STILL MANAGED TO GRADUATE WITH HONORS- YOU GOT WORK TO DO IF YOU WANNA COPY ME SO DAMN BAD). i was thinking while i was doing my hair this morning about how i probably would've been more screwed in the car accident i was in if i hadn't participated in sports before the accident. although- i think my apnea may have caused me to have a bad heart because even when i was lying in bed this morning, my heart was beating irregularly. DO YOU WANT THAT FOR YOURSELF, TUBS?! BE LIKE YOUR BIG SISSY! you can't just copy the easy shit in my life and expect to be like me. i'm sure that's why you read my blog every day, so you can attempt to imitate me. you have to be in sports and get A's and some B's in all your subjects. THERE'S NO SHORTCUTS, TUBS. i'm gonna go do my spanish homework now. grandma had said to me on the phone one night and made the observation how i had a good heart and i was a good person but she didn't know about my sister- she was probably influenced by her boyfriend otherwise she could go further in life. she can blame my sister's stupidity on my sister's boyfriend ALL she wants but amy has her own damn brain. she can decide what she does and doesn't wanna do. grandma could try to excuse your stupidity ALL SHE WANTS- but i KNOW better. so you and beavis need to brainstorm how you're gonna get your diploma and participate in sports, then take college courses and work a few jobs.. THEN YOU MIGHT BE JUST LIKE YOUR BIG SISSY! *CLAPS*